Haiyoh, I did that maths in sec 2 or sec 1. Although I realised that the present batch doesn’t do sin, tan or cos even by sec 3 mid year, for my students.

Le sigh, it is really that tough ain’t it?

Maybe i can go into UK university at the age of 14? ANd i am not even considered smart.

I don’t know why. I don’t think I am ever happy this year. I mean i can count happy moments but a long substained period of happiness, I don’t think I ever got it.

I was doing my work yesterday till my floodgates threatened to open and i was whining to mr fag while my tears started to roll down. And now I am in school feeling miserble again and crying for no apparent reason. Worse part is I can’t explained why i am so unhappy. I am just feeling unhappy.

I am trying to like what I am doing but why is it so hard?

And I am ashamed to say I am back on the pills. I got some funny and happy moments I want to blog sometimes but I can’t even emote those feelings out and the dark moments will be back again.

How come one project mate can be so happy to be in this project group? While i am so fucking unhappy.

I got alot to bitch abt some of my project mates. Just that I got no time. Oh well. I got an entry saved up somewhere to publish soon.

School sucks. I was out yesterday enjoying myself (I need to give myself some time off lah) and then I know I will suffer at night because my deadline for a project report is the next day. Hence the sleeping on the living room’s couch from 1am to 430am. I decided that my bed is evil and I can’t wake up when I sleep on the bed, hence the couch.

And i woke up at 430 am to rush my report to 730 am before rushing to school and reaching late for the marathon of project meetings.

9.00-11.00 Project 1
11.00-130 Project 2
130-230 project 3
230-630 project 2

and after all the project meetings, here I am still in school working on my powerpoint slides. I can foresee next week being a vacuum cleaner who will suck every ounce of energy from me.

I got presentation on tues and sat, (tues is labour day also) which means monday and friday is for preparation of the project. Add in a wednesday deadline for powerpoint slides, add in a thurs deadline for a report and a sunday deadline. Sigh sigh.

I got back one grade expecting an A and got a B. Sigh. What to do? I hope this semester i will do relatively alright. I am feeling nervous for my accounting mods as i usually do incredously badly for them. I hope hard work will amount to something because i have never worked so hard i think for my semesters before.

The fun is in all in the planning! I am kinda sad to know that I will be alone for the first 2 months. Alone in an apartment meant for 3 people. Nevermind, i shall make new friends and survive there. But this also means that I really get to cook for at least 2 months. Yay to healthy and bland food.

But it also means slumber party! I told my friend and her friend to come over to my apartment to stay overnight and I will provide food. Whee, i love to cook.

Went out with the 38 group just now. I didn’t realise how long we haven’t meet. Time flies when you are not havin fun huh? We settled food at Ministry of Food in Marina Square. This is a good place for vegeterians since there are many choices compared to other restaurants according to both my vegeterians friend. The green tea get refilled alot and quite frequently which is quite good.

I loved my tan-tan ramen which my friend commented that the ingredients are abit on the stingy side. But the noodles are extremely filling. Oh no, I won’t see tweety for 7 months. And I can’t send her off as i will be presenting my project while her plane takes off

I was checking around on my roomie whom surprising i do not know but a couple of my friends know. I think we might get along even though she looks like a guy in her matric picture. And i was asking my friend certain questions to find out more about her personality.

Mrs Lim: Does she like shopping and cheonging?
Friend: Don’t think so.
Mrs Lim: I heard she is quite sporty leh. And i ain’t sporty.
Mrs Lim: maybe we will compromise
Mrs Lim: and climb some hills
Friend: HAHAHHAHAHA! MRS LIM!!!!!
mrs Lim: yah, why did i say that?
Mrs Lim: i even hate climbing bukit timah

eh i don’t know leh. i am sure we will find things in common. Sightsee and stuff. I am pretty easy-going on such stuff.

this friend just told me another friend was quite sad that i am leaving for such a long time. She initially thought it was for the hols only. And then i feel sad all of a sudden and started tearing cause i realised that she is leaving next week for US. Oh no, why are people all flying away?

I am fucking productive early in the morning particularly if the assignment or task or reading is due in the morning later. Case in point, i was shagged and feeling super unproductive with the project task last night. Took a quick sleep. Woke up at 615am and realised I overslept by 2 hr 15 minutes . Beh. But I managed to do much of my work within a short time. Voah!

I shall wake up at 5 am everyday if i could. And do a FA qns. Heh.

work to be done: 9 readings due last week. “I am so damn productive” roll eyes. FA qns last week and this week. At least all my project stuff are more or less completed.

Currently rushing out this project which i don’t really like or find interesting. I think sleep can be on my wishlist tonight. But look on the bright side, after rushing all the projects recently, the end is near.

Yay! Can’t wait for everything to be over

The weird thing is that everywhere else in the world (shanghai, US) have Singapore Noodles but SINGAPORE does not.

Can you imagine how cheated those tourists will be? They might be in love with the Singapore Noodles and is in search for the best Singapore Noodles. And of course where else to have the best Singapore Noodles except Singapore right? And wham bam, they can’t find it in Singapore. And disappointment sets in

STB, do something. I think i will go try Singapore Noodles and then miss my Hokkien Mee.